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Some people are finally able to do work using their degree Others it’s health issues due to injuries Others are retiring because they’re of age And some, yes, can’t handle the job like an 11-year black belt can!

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I see it like this now: It’s gonna be okay! Do what you can and getting by is enough

It just feels like the most time-consuming method because I’d need to eyeball it, I feel In addition, most of them since I didn’t have the lid on, didn’t appear to have much fragrance anymore I just need to learn better burning techniques, too 😅 The last one I had started despite me leaving it burning for around four hours it started tunnelling

NOOOOO! 😡 Don’t tell me what to do! 😠 😂

@@Xamry I said please.

@@HolgerDanske and I’m still telling you to not tell me what to do! 👑 💁🏽‍♀️ You’re welcome!

Thanks! I need to get into talking about music more. I'm beginning to feel disconnected from it. What have you been listening to!?

Thanks for sharing! I have always wondered about the foster care system; since you mention it, I'll leave some of my curiosities and if you wish to share, feel free! - Did you get to at least know who your parents were and any other relatives!? Any photos, names.. - Do you know your exact birthdate and where you were born? Basically, the documentation element of it for the children who legit lost their parents. It sounds like your teachers, social worker, and therapist were great at their jobs! My mom had to work a lot, she was all I had, so sure I'd see her in the evenings and weekends but not a lot of bonding took place sometimes. Understandably, she needed her time, self-care, rest, recreation and I personally associated my age group as "troubling". I was always that studious kid or at home into gaming as an "escape" so for me socialising was "you have to prove yourself worthy". Sounds super arrogant, because it is, but I did that to protect my mind. Some kids can be bad and I didn't wanna bring home any issues. I only did once when I defended myself from a bully and we both got suspended. Utter waste of time and stain in my middle school record. I was so upset but at least mom took it well. I was a reasonable over-achiever. I wanted Straight As and acceptably a B in math since I was never good with numbers but outside of that, just leave me alone in my world. People felt like NOISE to me; they still do. I need veeery small doses. As a result, my own teachers and eventually my guidance counsellor toward the end of my junior year and a little bit throughout my senior year in high school became parental figures. I was yearning that so much. In hindsight, the symptoms of the effects my father's abandonment had in me were beginning to show and I couldn't define it as such because I wasn't fully aware. I was aware I hated my dad but not aware that my seveeeere loneliness, sadness, frustration and low self-esteem were tied to that. So from that along with reading comments like yours and the occasional person I've met as an adult who also has daddy issues or just parent issues in general taught me that emotional neglect sadness and loneliness come in many shapes and forms! It wasn't always so obvious to me. I always thought it had to involve something extreme, like abuse or complete neglect and abandonment. Even within relationships it's possible to still feel that sad and lonely. It seems like you had great teachers, social worker, and therapist who excelled at their jobs! I know the feeling of meeting a teacher who is very positively influential. I made it through my adolescence alive thanks to them. I looked forward to their advice and coaching since I always sought it out, those were my kinds of topics. I couldn't be the "mess around" kinda kid. That's utterly disruptive to me. I would imagine not being adopted feeling like a continuous rejection... I'm so glad you're on an edifying journey and that in the end it looks like it will all work out for you! Best wishes on the rest of your education and may you remain prosperous!

I'll never forget something I read online on some article years ago: You don't own the cat. The cat owns you. It made me llaauugh! Unfortunately for this CAT I, too, am kinda a cat inside ssssooo we be competing sometimes

looool!!! Thanks! Well I occasionally reside in the planet of fitness, as you can observe! Exercise is good! Seriously-speaking I need to get back into lifting seriously. I've been getting owned by a littleass 15-lb dumbbell at everything when I used to use the 25-lb before the rona We need to get swole!

😂 To the sewer system! See what kinda genetic freak comes out from that donation 🫠 Oof I can’t even imagine 😭 Sometimes I wonder you know could it be possible my blood houses enough info to where if the one I donate is used someone ends up with my genes and in turn is influenced by them? 😅 Idk how true this is but allegedly once someone had a heart transplant their personality changed or feelings I’m skeptical

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I can't imagine a life in which I ever read a book again outside of school lolz I know that's bad Thanks! He a chonki boi I'm tryina get him to move around some!

lawl so after I left my comment and I scrolled another angry user under my video "world without men" told me about the Quran, too I'll break the news to him!

Thanks for sharing! I understand. This is undoubtedly a society supposedly built on "comfort" but societal isolation IS damaging - it's projected to get worse, unfortunately. Even for youngsters it isn't easy and that is scary for these are supposed to be our best years! I personally deal with it by turning it around and wondering: what can I learn from my current status, current situation, current state? I'm a veeeeryyy deep thinker, I thrive on that. I can't expect that to work for everyone, especially in later stages in life. But when I think of myself, I see an empty nest. I only had my mom and beginning this coming Monday, she'll be gone for she's moving far. I'm already thinking, okay, what opportunities does this bring? What will I lose and thus need to watch out for? THAT, turning that dread and loneliness into a mind game, is how I get by. It's tricky because in the past I used to be stupid crippled anxious by it but now my thoughts are more developed and organised. I've thought about my own future too! I have accepted I'll more than likely die alone, my family will probably have ways to find out, but as it goes down, I'll probably be by myself. I don't let that intimidate me. The planet is supposed to be roamed freely but we put up boundaries. When it comes to my future, I don't dwell on it as much as I used to. I was so concerned with it that I was forgetting to live the now. My goal currently: continue to get by. My continuous goal: continue to do little things and make little changes to build a version of an ideal future, one in which I'm healthy, taken care of (finances, etc.), and where I have enough to be content but remain simple. Life as an adult continues to feel like an attack. WHEN will I have everything straightened out!? When will I not be emotionally drained and mentally tired? When will I have a day off completely pain-free physically? How can I exist with this new normal? What can I actually do to make it better? That puzzle game I play with my mind is what makes me be not as scared of the future. I've never met anyone from like four centuries ago who's still around! Nobody makes it out alive. So during my little time alive, what brings me joy and comfort? People in EXCESS isn't it. Just a handful of the right people and dismissing the rest. Physical activity. Spoiling myself with delicious food. My bills being paid and keeping them minimal. Being legally compliant so I'm not thrown in a cage. That's it. I'm sorry that you're currently in a sad chapter in your life but remember your past achievements and remind yourself that triumph is possible, even if it takes long. And if there's something I'm grateful my best friend has taught me in the past three years it's: everything will be okay.

Omg YES EXACTLY I guess I'm a very visually-impressionable person because I'm telling you. Although I didn't have a TON of memories with my great-grandfather, most of those memories have been erased but I still vividly remember him in the casket and I HATE THAT! When my boyfriend's father passed (I only met him once) I didn't focus on him in the casket but I did catch a glimpse. Maybe it helped that I was older but I remember him alive more than in the casket. The next person close to me who passes, I have already stated, I am NOT going to attend the open-casket service. Shit I barely even wanna make it to the funeral or cemetery because I don't need the visual confirmation via flyers and other posts that they're not around. Their energy's absence is telling enough!! It IS a very strong impression to have a visual accompaniment via open casket. I am 100% with you there and I'm so glad you shared and summed up my shared sentiment better than I did! Sometimes I wish I could do it all over I guess someone out there could say I need to get stronger or something - THEY DON'T GET IT! We all process things differently! The sight of your lifeless body which sometimes ends up distorting your semblance IS NOT NECESSARY during the MOURNING PROCESS! THAT'S WHAT THIS IS ABOUT! k done Thanks!

I guess he's communicating he wants his own profile, too, and thus I need to get him a phone

Eyy! Wow thanks for sharing Reading you put it like that helped me envision it better And exactly, you're right on the "nothing came from righteousness" part. I guess because I'm aware that historically that has never been the way of things, political campaigns make me feel manipulated. You will SAY the right things but ultimately not do or maybe not be able to because you have other branches dissenting, what you said you would do. I am also aware that a lot of the time the people in politics tend to have backgrounds in law, for instance lawyers, and lawyers are known of course for having (and needing to have) VERY strong persuasive skills, thus power through narrative. It just leads to disingenuous things, like deception I guess when you're in school and you're learning about this through a relaxed setting, you expect for that kind of peace and order to accompany you. We should learn about this through a simulation instead! - hey there will be people shouting - there will be people getting physical - learn to detect deception - learn to pick up on bias - stay informed I personally think overall that the USA is simply too big a territory now to be managed realistically by one relatively small group. I understand why the subdivisions are necessary, of course It's just sad that even with that much hierarchy and "organisation efforts", people are still suffering and in some cases disproportionately so Eh I just get involved and retain what I can Thanks!

Imagine if we could download a "cat translator" app in which your cat can be trained to literally LAUNCH THIS APP, legit TALK TO YOU, and it actually accurately translated their thoughts! THAT would be insane I mean, just like birds, I guess you could learn their chirps and sounds and know what they're alerting to but imagine having legit, real, fleshed out, sentimental conversations with them Like hey my stomach hurts Or hey this tree is where my great-great-grandparents were born and every generation thereafter; don't chop it down I REALLY like the catnip with the extra "spice" or something crazy

I know! Cats will always gravitate toward objects that you use with frequency and they will attempt to "claim it" to force you to go through them. Attention-seeking, as you described! I just liked documenting it And yes I feel bad - my schedule has been trash and I ended up being sick for about two weeks, in and out, so I know he's stressed because he's neglected by me and Ma is also leaving on Monday and he can tell sssooo yyyyyeeeaahh his meltdown starts Tuesday Yeah he's getting up there in age. He's six. Middle-aged! It was so fast I've had him since kitten. I need to rewatch those vids

I'm the prettiest - and will always be - of them all so

YES! And look I too am a victim of being on auto-pilot considering how repetitive, predictable, and lacking dynamic my job is. It is a disappointing feeling seeing a lane that's not open! However as a kid I just learned that normally when someone is on a line with no one else behind them it means they're closed. BUT! It is possible now in the present day to be wrong if you guide yourself by that because people are so distracted and absent-minded that, as I expressed in this vid, these fools wanna go to the EXPRESSLY CLOSED LANE when the other lane they JUST WALKED BY was EMPTY and very evidently open! I have heard of those "just walk out" stores and technology. I'm glad the tech sssssseeeeeeeeeeems to wooorrrrk and I guess theft is non-existent? but I still think it's nice to be able to serve people directly. I know I have a pattern with shopping, I'm never complicated to the point I never even take a basket from how quick and simple my trip is, but I still like the idea of having employees dedicated to providing that customer service. The supermarket used to be the place where you knew people just congregate so to eliminate the worker who is supposed to act as the host, like on your way out, feels weird to me.

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My goal is to be out there and pay more attention to them! They have so much to offer I saw a possum heading toward this little wooded area that hides a little pond, too I wouldn't go too close considering I know danger hissing noodles hang out there (seen them dead on the nearby road) but yeah I really want more animal interactions! I grew up surrounded by plenty when visiting family as a kid! Chickens Turtles Cats Dogs Hamsters Pigeons Fish The occasional horse ...yes even the caged danger noodle, I always ignored it

Good for you! and - Omg! You reminded me that when I was a teen, I knew I was gonna end up in retail but I envisioned I would do overnights because I said to myself, well, I like to be up at night so what if I'm WORKING at night, too, to avoid daytime noise I have done some overnights over the years but now as the years go by, at my current life stage, they're impractical. BUT I sense that I may have a season when overnights are favourable in the horizon! But yes my mentality was since I was anti-social anyway I MIGHT AS WELL avoid that at all costs BUT YES. THAT! THAT IS MY FRUSTRATION RIGHT THERE! A LOT OF THIS DAMN IGNORANCE IS SO UNNECESSARY AND I HAAAAATE IT! It legit makes me so mad. I can understand once and a while someone tripping, I'm there to help, but some fools feel like they're declining DAILY. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE GETTING BETTER AFTER YOU GET COACHED! Yes. Unnecessary ignorance. That sounds like something that should be its own video. A list of unnecessary ignorance!

Youuu might wanna tune in to my next video that I’ll upload in a few hours (and that I’m about to shoot right after I post this)!

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Thanks for sharing! Me, too! I am intrigued by how tiny they remain and their dramatic tail. Their apparently-erratic behaviour is kinda fun to watch too but sometimes I feel bad because it's evident that's a stress-induced reaction. I only see them acting like that when there are cars and landscapers in their path. When I was a kid I wanted one as a pet so bad! I liked the *idea* of one but I wasn't very familiar with their actual lifestyle. I wouldn't really know how to care for it. Have you seen the videos of heat-stricken ones and how they get revived with water? They warm me up I once had one (I have a vid, old, about this one) who pretty much passed on my hands. It had a very fast heart rate, it wasn't moving when I parked home, it was on the spot next to mine, it looked like it was gasping. I didn't try pouring water over him/her because I wasn't sure what it was going through but to this day I remember, I wish there was something I could have done. I wore gloves but I had never held one before... Now no matter what I'm determined if I were to see one going through that again, at least from the head down I'll try giving it water. I tried giving it some through a plastic container but she/he just had zero strength. I caught her in her last minute or so.

The gut and the little arms and the somewhat triangular shape to the head I was seeing made me think that Definitely not literally comparable to bears

Hello! I cannot say I have ever seen this question before! Ssssoooooooo this is the real truth about my lip care: for starters, I'm doing pretty terrible with staying hydrated and my lips is the second place I feel and SEE the struggle in (mouth when thirsty; lips feel dry, no moisture). So in an ideal world. staying hydrated is the first basic care! But when it comes to actual literal product, just lip balm. Nothing with tint. I like the ones with cocoa butter and oil. Oil gives everything shine. I have one that sometimes I use when I find it, that is, that has UV protection but I'm not tripping too much over that. Outside of that, sometimes I keep my mask on after work so I'm guessing that's doing the UV protection lawl

@@Xamry Thank you for the reply and for sharing.

Stay curious, my friend! If anything sorry for the longass answer...!

Speed is of the essence for impatient people like me

Thank you! Nah I'm set I've never ever felt the call, the drive, desire for it I also know it's not right for me - don't have the time (and am unwilling) - I have to work - I'm not willing to split myself between me and somebody else - I don't want to make sacrifices - I am struggling with not being overwhelmed by stress; children are bundles of stress - they don't fit into my schedule - they're EXPENSIVE. WAY outta my budget - raising children in poverty is just not optimal - I literally have zero experience with children I've never even held one in my arms! - they gross me out - I can't afford to be disabled. Giving birth is a physically traumatic experience. - I don't even have good enough health insurance that doesn't cost me a fortune to just *talk* about my symptoms - I'm trying to work LESS, not more. I'm not gonna upgrade to "a higher position with more hours" to make ends meet - I'm not going to get support Nnnnnnnnnnnno. The most responsible thing to do is not have them I know my legacy deserves to be passed on! *Best legacy ever* lol But no I wanna live a good life I wanna make it about me I've literally never truly enjoyed anything

Thank you! It's nice to read the encouragement. I plan on being around here for as long as I physically can and the website itself allows!

I can officially say I’m back to my normal! 🙌🏽 🫠

And he’s sooooo right! I wish I could remember my earliest experience with music, or at least when I felt my power surge from it Definitely goes back to childhood! In general I hate the “what kind of music do you like” because music is so broad that I don’t like to pick a category to box myself into. I guess some people can have a primary genre. I just don’t. If I like what I’m hearing, then I just do and period. I just know for a fact I actively don’t like country 😅 It’s never amped me up There are also instrumentals Or acoustic versions Sometimes I like harp solos Piano solos Guitar solos Drum covers All ranging in genre origins What is late-90s and early-2000s Pop called so you know what I mean if I say “Pop”? Cuz trust me. I’d never cite present-day pop 😅 But yeah the covers people make with their own instruments… How am I supposed to put THAT into a category!?🤷🏽‍♀️

@@Xamry I'm an 80s music guy. Honestly I don't like a lot of 90s stuff. I guess I'm showing my age. Lol. Opera always moves me. Country does nothing for me. I also tend to like lesser-known artists like Tanita Tikaram and Corinne Bailey-Ray.

I feel like 80s music particularly was the more transformative period in more modern, contemporary times For instance, every time people wanna talk about movies or "when something came out" more than likely the source is from the 80s. Shit even anime be like that. People mention: - Dragon Ball - Back to the Future - wrestling - Michael Jackson / David Bowie types of musicians, though their careers spanned through decades it overlapped with the 80s - the way we listened to music was changing with the Walkman - video games, Atari, the SEGA, the NES Yay! Someone else indifferent by country! lolz In the Dragon Ball Z parody they really hated on country and it was the most hilarious thing ever I can mess with some opera Once in a while I'll stumble upon a piece that I can get into but it is undoubtedly not something that governs my playlist

@@Xamry if I'm honest I would say that while I love the music the styles were major cringe.

@@HolgerDanske Lawl I find music videos from the time visually appalling but when I slow down and tell myself this was the REVOLUTION of the time, it helps calm down my critical thinking! On the note of styles, if there is something I'm sad about from the 2010s and beyond is that.. there doesn't seem to be anything that marks the change in the decades anymore. I guess it all depends what model phone someone has and even those be looking the same. Or what year the model of the car you drive is if its new and even those are looking the same. Like back in the 70s cars legit had more colours, bright ones, especially! Now the fleet always looks black, white, silver, grey, navy, with the occasional red and bright blue, and the even more occasional-rarer yellow and orange Music feels the same now I can't really tell when some songs came out unless it's VERY EVIDENT something is straight from the 80s, 90s, 2000s because I'm familiar with it and music is something that's easy to remember. I usually remember places I've been and a song I know has come on

I see this two ways: I personally am a relationships person, it is a literal mental function for me, can't deny. So I could say if I were single right now, for sure, that would be bugging me and I would be struggling to feel positive. As someone who is not single, again, can confirm, I am way happier when in a functional relationship because, trust me, it SUCKS to not be single but being in a relationship so dysfunctional that shit leaves you depressed, frustrated, anxious, and even LONELY, but you're taken and no matter what respect to the other person is due. It is possible to be negative when taken in the same manner it's possible to be positive when single. Personally though, I can say I'll always function better in a relationship. It's proven for me.

Hello! And yes it is. From what I have seen and the veeeeeeeeeery little I understand, "authentic channels and content" is what the algorithm is trying to push now because it's what the average person seems to really want. So suddenly, people like me who have always been in the shadows and never include video descriptions, don't usually reply to comments in a timely manner, don't edit thumbnails, have zero production, never scripted, no mic nor lighting control, etc., get pushed. My Channel resembles more the eeeeeaaaaaarlier days of UA-cam and it seems people miss that and wanna see that make a comeback. So the algorithm gods will smile upon me because I happen to cater to it without having to change a thing! I don't even do this "hoping to grow the business". I started this as a hobby, as a supplementation to my journal. Didn't even know eventually it could get monetised. So maybe since I have remained consistent since 2016 that "microdata" is fired up. Please don't quote me! Just tryina paraphrase what I have observed on my own feed, along with what other creators have expressed, and what others (such as yourself!) have been commenting on other people's channels. Thanks! Hope you enjoy your stay I know I'm not a very good audience pleaser and my content is never like.. consistent? I don't have a plan. I'm just here to talk about whatever, whenever, how ever I feel like! Honestly my goal is to give life to my actual thoughts. You know how you have thousands of thoughts in a day, most going silent? Well I wanna incarnate my own thoughts. That's it! Sometimes I'll be mad. Sometimes I'll be happy. Sometimes I'll be legit toxic. Sometimes I'll offend. Most of the time? Curious and thus eager to share. Very basic and simple!

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